Ra-Serenity

Its all cigarettes and lost hopes Lies and crooked noses Fights that have no victor we sure know how to destroy ourselves Death isn't near enough so we crawl on dirty knees closer then we ever thought possible All in it for the money what is it we fear when we look in the face of poverty? Is living so insecure Your choice? or Your curse? Chances come like the wailing siren of cop cars So why do we always sigh when they pass? Comfort zones are only comfortable for so long Change can be your monster Or it can be a song Loudest in your heart That races Pounding with the fear of indecision Is it time to win? Or surrende

Already cold.   Such still, serene frost lulls the mind to sleep.   Don't. It comes in the spaces of your dreams. Hiding itself as the lovely, white, light but it is the fatal darkness. Skin but a glass plate of flesh, frozen so stiff.   Move and it will shatter. Millions of little shards glitter in the light of the moon The gift of dying       in the dead of winter,               watching the stars above.                          Singing their song                                  that only those who will never see them again can hear. For a minute their light lifts h

Maybe if I surround my self in lies it’ll get easier To wake up every morning not feeling this knife of truth that keeps cutting me making me scream and see that this life----------      is meaningless I fight the tears and try to breath choking on the runoff from my eyes choking on the deception I try to breath I TRY to breath I TRY TO BREATHE      but the air is just another lie Maybe if I surround myself in lies         I won’t have to feel the pain of truth Maybe if I surround myself in lies         it’ll get easier to live

Can you hurt me now just a little smack leave a little bruise draw a little blood I’ll give you my burning hatred its very passionate passionate enough that we might even call it a distorted kind of love beat me my lover lay your fist upon me for when my body is not in agony I know I am alone And I failed again at loving I’ll die before I fail again she did.

It just hurts to much, it burns, it screams, you press it closer, deeper. the part of my soul I hide away to make it safe, was just scalded by that look in your eyes, it burns up, dies. Nothing is safe. When your around. It just hurts to much, I burn, I scream, wearing your handmade costume of bruises, burns, and cuts. This actress is dying, damp and cold on the streets, sick and broken, tortured by thoughts of you. You never cared. You walk away laughing, those two linked around your waist. New girls, new whores, new corpses. I don’t tell them how it will hurt too much, burn too much. How it will

His eyes were the saddest shade                        of isolation His smile    (so rare)        flicks across His face                 like a terrible memory He stands alone  so beautiful          and        fragile with His face turned away from mine           exce

I close my eyes but your face burns through, hiding But you find me, I know Running only makes me weak, and hiding makes me stupid. Confront you? No hiding . No running. No pretending to be insane.    Insanity is a great excuse for your problems. Confront you... My love... I hide my love, from you my love because if I told you I loved you, My love, would you hate me? I run from me, from You You do nothing, know nothing. I could never tell you...                                   it's just a little melodrama                           Silly little crush

I tell them the truth I confide in them Looking for acceptance But all they do is Look at me and say It is just a passing phase Repeating over and over That one day I will grow out of it But that day will never come No I will not change For what they call a phase Is really who I am A person who has found themselves Knows who they are And was hoping for reception form a friend But got a cold stranger That can only say “Soon these feelings will go away” Just because they can’t accept the truth The truth of who I am The truth of who I am meant to be Me They can’t accept me They want a different

We want you to stop, come away with us and find a world, a life, a feeling, that you don’t have to escape from. We want you to stop. Quit this madness, that leads only to sadness Please stop We want you, all of you. Not just the broken bits, left behind by the weak selfishness of addiction Stop. living a life that only kills. we see the devastation in your eyes and the sparkle of beautiful intelligence. Don’t turn those eyes away, look here, look at us, see our love for you, see that we’re here for you, see what you are doing to yourself, your losing yourself. We want you to stop, you’ve lost so

Breathlessly the girl falls and the wind tears about her, the storms have come and they mean to leave with sacrifice.  Sinewy muscles on her back tense as the cold rain drenches the threadbare dress the covers her tiny frame.  Her face wet with rain and tears that came from the depths of her hopeless heart.  Courage was a mystery to her and her entire body shakes with the familiar feeling of fear.  Strong enough to survive, but too weak to live she screams in desperation for transformation, for metamorphism, for revolutions but only chokes as the rain slowly fills her open mouth and falls back on her knees head dropping back to the ground bow